It has been awhile. Life is busy. Most days I don't feel like a yoga teacher. Most days I feel like a mom. Wife. Employee. Tired person. I don't have a lot of mind power to spend on extra things. I would love to do more. Have more money. Spend more time doing things I like. Do you know how long it has been since I got out my sewing machine? Or even put on my running shoes? I finished a book in December and that was a big deal. Life is composed of so many little things. Putting on clothes in the morning. Brushing teeth. Washing hair. And if you are a mom, changing diapers, thinking about nap time, laundry every week. They are like clockwork. Sometimes there isn't anything leftover. Right now I'm at a point in my life where I can hardly afford 'extras' so I think it has been hard for me to think that other people may see yoga as an extra that they don't have time for. I barely do. If you are choosing between yoga and a shower, please, I encourage you to take that shower. I am spent most days and you probably are, too. I don't want to feel like I'm selling anything. How is my yoga better than anyone else's? What is the point? Am I worth it? I know yoga is beneficial but I know your life is complicated. Mine is too. I feel defeated as a teacher. I'm so close to finishing my hours but I feel more clueless than I did when I started. Where do I go from here?
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